isla vista manifesto
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isla vista manifesto
jesus christ this is unbelievably pathetic for a multitude of reasons
let me quote a couple of these paragraphs they must be seen to be believed
let me quote a couple of these paragraphs they must be seen to be believed
- Spoiler:
- I started to masturbate on a regular basis. At first I only did it by rubbing my penis on my bed, but it
eventually escalated to looking at pictures of girls online while rubbing my penis against my pants,
fantasizing about doing sexual things with them. I didn’t know how to access any porn sites, so I would
just browse regular websites until I found a picture of a hot girl to masturbate to.
I developed a very high sex drive, and it would always remain like this. This was the start of hell for
me. Going through puberty utterly doomed my existence. It condemned me to live a life of suffering and
unfulfilled desires. Even at that young age, I felt depressed because I wanted sex, yet I felt unworthy of
it. I didn’t think I was ever going to experience sex in reality, and I was right. I never did. I was finally
interested in girls, but there was no way I could ever get them. And so my starvation began.
The boys in my grade talked about sex a lot. Some of them even told me that they had sex with their
girlfriends. This was the most devastating and traumatizing thing I’ve ever heard in my life. Boys having
sex at my age of Fourteen? I couldn’t fathom it. How is it that they were able to have such intimate and
pleasurable experiences with girls while I could only fantasize about it? I frequently started asking
myself. This was an all-boys school... How in the hell were those boys even able to meet girls to have sex
with? I wondered. I hoped they were lying. I hoped against all hope. Hearing that really shook me to the
core. Words cannot describe how much hatred and envy I felt for those boys. That hatred would only
fester the more I suffer from my sexual starvation. I was too scared to tell anyone about it, and I hid it
well... for a time.
These recent events cause me to withdraw even further away from the world. I drowned all of my
misery in my online games. World of Warcraft was the only thing I had left to live for. My grades at
Crespi dropped dramatically. I just didn’t care anymore. I hated that school. I didn’t think about my
future. The only thing I gave any serious thought to was my WoW character. I had become very powerful
in the game, and I was in one of the best guilds. With this guild, I participated in lots of five-hour raid
events to collect better gear and armor for my character.
...It was during this winter break that I experienced my first masturbation and ejaculation. It was one of
the most peculiar and memorable experiences of my life. At this point I was officially going through the
stages of puberty, and I had lots of sexual urges. I often fantasized about hot naked girls while rubbing
my penis against my mattress at night. One time, while doing this, I felt an intense stirring numbness all
around my fully erect penis, and it extended all over my body. It felt magical and ecstatic, and I kept
rubbing my penis on the mattress. That was when the orgasm happened. I couldn’t believe how much
pleasure I felt from that. I looked down at my penis to see that my semen had poured out all over it, like a volcanic eruption of white, sticky fluid. What was happening to me? I thought to myself with nervous
excitement. It was like nothing I had ever seen or experienced before, something completely out of my
world. I felt really guilty afterwards, so I refrained from telling anyone about it.
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what the fuck, rtcity
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welcome to the mind of that one alpha male fucker who killed a bunch of girls cuz they wouldnt suck his dick basically
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women are just slaves to be used for sex and if they refuse to have sex with me i will torture them all in revenge
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shit was so ridiculous
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holy shit this is for real?
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it didn't happen like that and i'd be glad to explain the whole story now that i have all the details on itmuffin man wrote:like that time you wanted to go aurora on your school
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YesUgly wrote:holy shit this is for real?
Do itsamoyed wrote:it didn't happen like that and i'd be glad to explain the whole story now that i have all the details on itmuffin man wrote:like that time you wanted to go aurora on your school
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god damn
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just search up the title and you'll probably find the full version which is crazy
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alrightmuffin man wrote:YesUgly wrote:holy shit this is for real?Do itsamoyed wrote:it didn't happen like that and i'd be glad to explain the whole story now that i have all the details on itmuffin man wrote:like that time you wanted to go aurora on your school
basically, i had these two guys in my history class. complete jackasses, didn't listen to the teacher, really didn't give a shit about anything. these dudes sat next to me on both sides generally just doing annoying shit like copying off me during tests, knocking my things on the floor, stupid things like that.
now one day they get it into their heads that doing this isn't enough, i'm not entirely sure how. was having trouble getting some books into my bag(you should've seen the things, they were huge) and they said "you got a shotgun in there?" and i say the most damning words you can ever say in a highschool "whatever". apparently this constituted a threat.
so the next day comes and a bunch of bs happens, locker and bag searched, patted down, interviewed.
once they figured out i'd done nothing, i was let go
this same incident happened again, this time it was some fat chick who was bullied in the girl's locker room(bullying was a problem at that school) left some note saying she would do something(i never saw the note myself but it was something about a bomb)i had nothing to do with that
so there's the incredibly stupid tale of how le donger got more crap piled onto him
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which is the second "paragraph" of what i saidmuffin man wrote:just search up the title and you'll probably find the full version which is crazy
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what exactly does that meanmuffin man wrote:haha nice
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that you don't believe itmuffin man wrote:what do you think it means
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DYLANN ROOF MANIFESTO
http://lastrhodesian.com/data/documents/rtf88.txt
http://lastrhodesian.com/data/documents/rtf88.txt
god damn what a fucking nerdPatriotism
I hate the sight of the American flag. Modern American patriotism is an absolute joke. People pretending like they have something to be proud while White people are being murdered daily in the streets. Many veterans believe we owe them something for “protecting our way of life” or “protecting our freedom”. But im not sure what way of life they are talking about. How about we protect the White race and stop fighting for the jews. I will say this though, I myself would have rather lived in 1940's American than Nazi Germany, and no this is not ignorance speaking, it is just my opinion. So I dont blame the veterans of any wars up until after Vietnam, because at least they had an American to be proud of and fight for.
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a good way to tell that you are fucking crazy is if you say we have nothing to be proud of because white people get murdered
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samoyed wrote:alrightmuffin man wrote:YesUgly wrote:holy shit this is for real?Do itsamoyed wrote:it didn't happen like that and i'd be glad to explain the whole story now that i have all the details on itmuffin man wrote:like that time you wanted to go aurora on your school
basically, i had these two guys in my history class. complete jackasses, didn't listen to the teacher, really didn't give a shit about anything. these dudes sat next to me on both sides generally just doing annoying shit like copying off me during tests, knocking my things on the floor, stupid things like that.
now one day they get it into their heads that doing this isn't enough, i'm not entirely sure how. was having trouble getting some books into my bag(you should've seen the things, they were huge) and they said "you got a shotgun in there?" and i say the most damning words you can ever say in a highschool "whatever". apparently this constituted a threat.
so the next day comes and a bunch of bs happens, locker and bag searched, patted down, interviewed.
once they figured out i'd done nothing, i was let go
this same incident happened again, this time it was some fat chick who was bullied in the girl's locker room(bullying was a problem at that school) left some note saying she would do something(i never saw the note myself but it was something about a bomb)i had nothing to do with that
so there's the incredibly stupid tale of how le donger got more crap piled onto him
a similar thing like this happened to me
i went up to some dudes and made some meth joke and then the staff went full on macho and like confiscated everything out of my locker and searched my house shit was ridiculous
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