how was your day otrecliner

guess yall dont know where the fuck im comin from then

(if you're still referring to the depression thing) i understand what you're talking about and a lot of the people i know have a similar opinions
i just don't agree with it

i dont think depression memes are as much as an outlet as they are enabling and i have a lot of reason to believe that
i wasnt even referring to that in my original post i dont think
im just tired of all my friends hating life and always on the verge of fucking suicide, tired of trying to fucking talk people out of suicide every other week or worrying if they do

furthermore if they go through life by the principal that life is bad then of course they're not going to be fucking happy

im mostly venting
i hate seeing people i care for like this
im not trying to argue or sway anyones views here but i still think were coming from different conditions on this subject

Mac \"Mahonkas" B wrote:im just tired of all my friends hating life and always on the verge of fucking suicide, tired of trying to fucking talk people out of suicide every other week or worrying if they do

well i mean if they're actually depressed i'm not sure what you want them to do because they physically cannot help it

yeah i think that's fair to say

Mac \"Mahonkas" B wrote:
furthermore if they go through life by the principal that life is bad then of course they're not going to be fucking happy

depression causes that though
being happy isn't an on and off switch

appaloosa horse wrote:

Mac \"Mahonkas" B wrote:im just tired of all my friends hating life and always on the verge of fucking suicide, tired of trying to fucking talk people out of suicide every other week or worrying if they do

well i mean if they're actually depressed i'm not sure what you want them to do because they physically cannot help it

you mistake me
i'm not fucking blaming them

samoyed wrote:

Mac \"Mahonkas" B wrote:
furthermore if they go through life by the principal that life is bad then of course they're not going to be fucking happy

depression causes that though
being happy isn't an on and off switch

for some people it doesnt and they pigeonhole themselves into this abstardized way of thinking because its cool
i feel for legitimately depressed people marginalized by these fucking nerds, and I don't have a doubt in my mind that you can basically brainwash yourself into depression by going into shit like this
people act too fucking good for help too which is another problem attributed to this issue

Mac \"Mahonkas" B wrote:

appaloosa horse wrote:

Mac \"Mahonkas" B wrote:im just tired of all my friends hating life and always on the verge of fucking suicide, tired of trying to fucking talk people out of suicide every other week or worrying if they do

well i mean if they're actually depressed i'm not sure what you want them to do because they physically cannot help it

you mistake me
i'm not fucking blaming them

i am aware but i don't know why you're shocked that they're reaching out to people like you

like at the end of the day here you're probably the only connection they really have which is keeping them from following through on what they're thinking in their heads

you realize that there are other reasons for not getting help besides being "too good for it" right

i'm not shocked i'm just
aggravated
most the people i know are depressed /dont enjoy life /want to fucking die
i just wish it wasn't so much like that, i wish my friends and family could enjoy life, which is a right everyone has to
im fucking worried theyre going to float through life thinking this and always be unsure of themselves or worse

like i said most of them believe doctors are greedy stooges and don't want to see a psych for meds, and one I know that has them says they only work half the time and last i talked to him i had to stop him from shit
these are hard times and i dont know what to do outside of what i already do

Mac \"Mahonkas" B wrote:people act too fucking good for help too which is another problem attributed to this issue

therapy and meds are expensive as fuck and our mental health system is broken as fuck i can't blame them for not wanting to get help

samoyed wrote:you realize that there are other reasons for not getting help besides being "too good for it" right

maybe that wasnt the wording i shouldve used to convey my message
theres plenty of reasons, money, time, uncertainty, laziness, perpetual belief that doctors are only here to cash paychecks (attributed to bad experience with doctors), etcetera

appaloosa horse wrote:

Mac \"Mahonkas" B wrote:people act too fucking good for help too which is another problem attributed to this issue

therapy and meds are expensive as fuck and our mental health system is broken as fuck i can't blame them for not wanting to get help

can you blame them for not wanting to get help or can you blame them for an ever present shadow of doubt that it's a load of bullshit anyways
im certain there are plans that cover things like this, not that i could name them right now
it seems the only way to get advantage of things you need is to show consequence by it, which in this case would be almost killing yourself and getting put on meds that way

Mac \"Mahonkas" B wrote:
can you blame them for not wanting to get help or can you blame them for an ever present shadow of doubt that  it's a load of bullshit anyways
im certain there are plans that cover things like this, not that i could name them right now

i'm pretty sure obamacare covers some of these things but obviously that's not optimal coverage under the current administration

it seems the only way to get advantage of things you need is to show consequence by it, which in this case would be almost killing yourself and getting put on meds that way

until you can't pay for those meds anymore, anyways

like i said the great issue is that our mental health system is ass backwards and medicine costs a fuck ton of money which a lot of people don't have or need insurance to get without bankrupting themselves and until that gets fixed this will remain an issue

speaking on the topic i'm cycling back into depression again which is always fucking fun

fml

brb logging out and hopefully staying off for a few days

join the club :(

a special shoutout to tomoko for making tonight into an absolute clusterfuck and making it impossible for me to actually share what's on my chest

thanks fam, really fucking helped

terrible wednesday.

when spiny pulls another "logging out because you guys are being homos" over a crack dogman made

waking up at 5:30 is mad gay yo

I wake up at 5:00 every day